Sitting here this morning, I’ve been thinking about my walk with the Lord. Where I’ve come from and how much farther I still have to go. A Bible teacher I know puts it this way, “I haven’t arrived yet but I’ve left”. He means that he has started on this journey called the Christian life but he hasn’t arrived at full maturity – that’s how I feel.
I accepted Christ as my Savior when I was a little girl. I grew up loving the Lord but had little or no victory in my life. Seems the favorite saying of the people in our church was “when we get to heaven all of life’s trials and struggles with be worth it”. That is true…but I was tired of getting my teeth kicked in by those trials. There had to be more to my Christian life than I was experiencing! There had to be.
You remember Peter. His life was a wonderful example of how my life had been. He was tempestuous, quick to react (right or wrong), wanting to do big things and failing. He walked on the water and sank; he ministered to the sick and then be stopped by a boy’s seizure; he was ready to take on the whole Roman guard to protect Jesus and then denied knowing Him to a servant girl! Up and down, up and down and no real victory UNTIL the day of Pentecost when he was filled with the power of the Holy Spirit.
“But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes into your life. You will tell about Me in the city of Jerusalem and over all the countries of Judea and Samaria and to the ends of the earth.”
9 When Jesus had said this and while they were still looking at Him, He was taken up. A cloud carried Him away so they could not see Him.” Acts 1:8-9 NLV
After that day, Peter became faith-filled and fearless. He never looked back and he faced every day with the resolve that he would be a witness to the power of God and nothing would stop him from proclaiming the mighty name of Jesus. Beaten over and over, imprisoned, and persecuted he continued moving forward from one victory to the next.
When I saw this miraculous change in Peter, I said “Lord, this is what I want in my life. I want to live in your power and not my own; I want to be a victorious Christian and not one who is plagued with defeat. I want my life to reflect you and not be overcome by the circumstances.”
Thank you Jesus – he heard and answered that prayer. I, like millions of other Christians, received the baptism of the Holy Spirit and became filled with God’s power.
That was over 30 years ago! Do I still have struggles – you bet. Do I always handle things right – not always. Do I face discouragement – some days it’s a constant battle. Am I victorious – ABSOLUTELY! Jesus said I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me – He’s my strength, He’s the one who carries me when I feel weak and He’s the reason I will live and declare the works of the Lord.
I don’t read God’s Word and serve Him because it’s the right thing to do. I don’t live my life trying to please Him and get His love; I serve Him and follow His word because He loves me.
My faith is in God and God alone, Its where I find victory to overcome the world.
“We show our love for God by obeying his commandments, and they are not hard to follow. 4 Every child of God can defeat the world, and our faith is what gives us this victory. 5 No one can defeat the world without having faith in Jesus as the Son of God.” I John 5:3-5
Following God’s word isn’t hard when you realize that He is the one with all the answers. Faith in Him and who He is always brings victory!
“ I am grateful that God always makes it possible for Christ to lead us to victory. God also helps us spread the knowledge about Christ everywhere, and this knowledge is like the smell of perfume.” II Corinthians 2:14 CEV